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2006-03-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

It is march and Joanne IS BACK - sorry to keep you guys waiting for updates. hees! anyway, my new entries will be at my friendster's blog - so stay tuned guys! see yahs! =P

2005-12-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

BLOGGED finally..

since the day I blogged till now. I had really enjoyed myself to the max without clubbing and surprisingly without much money. hehes! he managed to spice up my days - muacks! love yahs so much. now I felt so blissed with you around - and how I wish time can stop everytime we were together. seriously, time really flies - before you can even realise when you are in love. wahahas! alrights! =D

* REWINDING *

07 # worked - met up with ling after work - she was having her off. had to accompany her around CLUBBING! bleahs! so shagged! went to zouk - met up with allan and friends but wasnt really that happening over there. left for devils after awhile. upon reaching - ling "happened" something with a bartender over there. and angrily, we left for chinablack hoping that everything will turn out better over there. but sadly, we were disappointed again. sky and friends came - they wanted to go devils and drove us over. but we didnt stay long. anyway, for all I know I didnt enjoy that day. wasnt a day to club. didnt dance much and was rather more to hopping around clubs - we had reasons for that anyway. left for dear's house after that - gavin drove me over. and sky was funny and bad enough to command him to drive me home instead of his house. luckily, I knew the way. otherwise.. lol! gonna thanks gavin for been our driver for that night anyway.

10 # went to raffles hotel for sharon's modelling thingy. sherman was there doing all those "extras" thingy. lol! the whole scene was rather funny. we videoed it anyway. lol! dear and I was laughing our asses out over there. I took some shots too. was nice. went over to ling's pub after that - sang some of my favourite songs there. had fun and headed to mu after ling's work but something really bad happened over upon reaching - luckily, dear was with me to the toilet when that "happening moment" happened. ling and I were guilty enough to ask them down - causing one of our friend to get injured. so terrible. luckily, he's alright now. saw mizuki slut over there - screamed out throats out. yahs! missing our old days so much.. lol! anyway, I did enjoy myself after a long day. and so do my honey. =P

13 # worked half day - was supposed to be my off day. but since boss was cropped up with something - I came over and opened the shop for her. waited for ottilia to come before going off. =D met up with sharon after that for some shopping. dear came after work too. enjoyed once again. caught the descent at century square. wasnt a really nice show, but was nice in the sense that it was quite bloody.

aboves # sharon and me - her 1st photosticker anyway. lol!

14 # worked half day - was supposed to work full but was seriously ill. face was as pale as paper. eyes were as dark as panda. dear came to bring me home. came to my house for the first time. and was another relaxing day for me.

above # piglets! I was happily sick - lol! thanks to dear.

16 - 18 # had our peaceful moments at home. didnt club - just merely relaxing - Im loving it yahs.

arghs! dates which were not mention are dates that I cant remember what I did. yahs Im still having bad memory. bleahs! =P

KING KONG !!! Im catching yahs tmr.

2005-12-06T11:40:00.000+08:00

01 # worked and homed after our supper at 515 - kewang came to fetch me from work - took some pictures. =P

above # took this in the train - he hates this one , but I love it so much. hahas! who cares?

aboves # took under my block - with that windy atmosphere surrounding us. hahas! bleahs.

o2 # xingda's bday. worked and alvin came to fetch me. celebrated his bday at momo. many friends came - saw josephine and friends. alvin was there with me. shawn also came - but cant entertain him much cos I was busy dancing - wahahas! hopefully he dont mind. =P kewang also came - stepped into momo for awhile and went off to a pub near momo. and for me - after some tiring dancing - I went to the pub to find him - hoping to get some songs to sing - wahahas! and indeed I did. sang two songs but didnt sing really well cos I cant get much breathe after continuous dancing - bleahs! left after my two songs - kewang accompanied me to momo again. danced with him then. was my first time dancing with him. kept laughing when he was there dancing in his own moves - very funny nor - so cute. he left earlier than me once again. went to mu after that with alvin and kelvin. that half gone kelvin's driving skill was so wahs.. hahas! scary but .. love his speed - 145 km/hr at small roads. aisehs! danced with candy at mu. her dancing had rapidly improved. saw many many friends there. was happening and fun. homed after that - hmm.. had a great nightout.

above # taken by edward at the pub near momo. shagged!

03 # was my off day. met up with kewang for a movie. he came to my house to fetch me as usual and back to tampines area to catch our chicken little - wasnt a nice show. in fact a lame show. waste time waste money. yucks! it wasnt how I imagined - that funny that cute. bleahs! shopped around. left for town after that - met up madelaine and friends at liquid room. but due to some reasons didnt join them in the end - instead I left for momo. kewang sent me there but didnt went in with me. introduced eileen to him - but dont know why it was kind of awkward for them. alvin came too as usual. had fun down there although it was really packed. went to mu after that again. it was happening for me back there - as mizuki and candy were there. many friends were there. kewang guorong they all also came. but it seems boring for eileen rachel and alvin - sorry lei. hehes! anyway, I had tried my very best to get them entertained - dont know if they had enjoyed or not - but I supposed we enjoyed our girls talks at the cab. hahas! sorry if we had offended alvin and that cab driver. we just wouldnt stop rattling those rubbishs out of our mouths - wahahas!

04 # worked again - kewang came to fetch me to and from work. oh.. by the way, received a msg from eileen in the morning and felt really really guilty about that - speechless*

to that special him

sorry if I had hurted yahs unintentionally. but I must say I really appreciated those sweet things you did and the sincerity you had given and proven me of definatly - but some things we really had to surrender it to fate. hopefully, we can still be friends - just like the old days - clubbing together and crapping around. and not get afftected by our downs. and only if you happen to see this entry. hais. take care.

05 # worked - kewang fetched me from work - went to tampines for some lan games. accompanied him for billard. stupid guorong kept rattling rubbishs. gave guorong and hamster two dresses from my shop - they were cute enough to think of so many ideas over the dresses. and kewang and me were lucky enough to have two lamers around entertaining us. hahas! anyway, there are some things I didnt know whether to announce it or not - is he the one? I really got nil idea. there are so many doubts and questions popping out of my mind every now and then. the way he handled relationship and the way he treated me was like .. so lousy. had no sense of been attached nor loved. or should I phrase it in another way - we are not suitable. hais! who can give me the answer for this - you or no one? aimlessly lost

2005-11-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

someone gaven up

today - well! hmm .. should I

consider it as a relieve or a

disappoinment?

well! I really got no idea for that - my mind is so blank recently - didnt know who I want and what I want actually. Im not flirt and I know for sure - and friends whom know me know that too. Im single and definatly have the right to go out with any male friends - I have the right to choose. this is what I deserve after so much - choosing guys and not them choosing me anymore. for all I know, Im not ready for a bf now - this is for sure. any guys whom keep urging me to be their lover will be in a very very disadvantage stage - eileen knows the reason behind it. I love my life now - so peace with no worries no pains - just only working and enjoying my life everyday. and to these people out there - stop stressing me for a answer for heaven sake which I dont even know for myself. as what eileen told me - the longest man shall stay alright? yahs! let us see - I believe in sincerity. =D

2005-11-28T16:01:00.000+08:00

before I start the ball rolling - I must warn that this entry will be long ...

21 # met up kewang - caught zathura unintentionally but resulted fantastic - really loved that show especially that little boy. was laughing throughout the whole show. for all I know, wangwang was somehow affected by my laughter and so did the couple beside us - heard my laughter and laughed with me too without a reason - they dont even know why too I supposed. and when I saw wangwang lol - I wouldnt stop laughing too although the funny part was over. bleahs! we are so stupid. hahas! =P

22 # met up alvin - caught zathura again - hehes! =P someone was interested to watch it - but actually I dont mind watching over again cos it was really nice. hehes! did the same thing just like yesterday - watched movie, followed by some rounds of cs before our supper time - yeah.

23 # alvin's big day wor.
HAPPY 21st
BIRTHDAY to yahs. planned with eileen to bake a birthday cake for alvin as his present but last minute changed of plan - cant find eileen as she was working and I had no mood for that either. hahas! so met up with kewang - thinking that I might get some new inspiration for his present - but to no avail I cant think of anything suitable for me to give him. so ended up busily shopping for my stuffs only. hahas! kept trying clothes and skirts - thinking that I might get something new to wear for alvin's birthday at momo that night - but it was just my fantasy. I cant get anything I really like - cos Im too fussy. hahas! wangwang kept me accompanied the whole day - brought me around eating - had my favourite waffen ice cream at haggen daz and also played cs at far east shopping centre but this time round we lost terribly. hahas! Im wondering why too. bleahs! around 10 plus - kewang sent me to momo and he left for home. cos someone dont wish to be a super clubber anymore. me too lei. hehes! saw josephine upon reaching there - was glad at least some girls are there. oh! by the way, I forgotten to mention that eileen didnt came in the end as some things cropped her up - hais. but it is okay dar, I know how to self entertain although your presence makes my day - hey! no sweet talks - it is really from my little heart. maucks! hahas! anyway, the celebration for that night went well and smooth. luckily someone didnt really get dead drunk - ar bo he gonna die miserably liao. hahas! went home early, as I got work the next day. and it is in the morning somemore.

above # who brought the cake? swensen's ice cream cake - nahs I dont like. that person really got no taste for nice cakes. hais. saddening!

above # me and the birthday boy. retarded face of his. see how you look like after you kept drinking and drinking!

above # his buddies.

aboves # me posing - hehes.

above # me and josephine.

24 # worked - poor sales and as usual - people came to fetch me to work and from work - why did I say people instead of names - hahas! cos I had forgotten who. hahas! bleahs. yahs. I have really bad memory, I admit lahs. but I remembered I didnt go anywhere that night cos I was really exhausted with so many late nights and early morning - Im complaining everyday. hahas! missing my bed badly.

25 # worked - poorer sales. met up with kewang after work - wanted to catch some movies. but all the showtimes were so late as I have to work the next day. went to geylang for supper instead. and as expected we walked around looking here and there. hahas! after that met up with guorong and friends at tampines. had some chatting and went to his house to play with his dog - his dog was damn bloody big nor. nearly hit my height - can you imagine that? hahas! homed after that - shagged.

26 # worked - good sales. met up with kewang after work - caught the saw II at cwp - was interesting and nice as I love this kind of show, never expecting it and alway needing some common senses of thinking here and there. interesting! slacked at 515 and homed. shagged once more. reached home and was pissed off by certain people - in msn and at phone as well - you should know for yourselves. =D I just want you people to stand in my shoes and understand how hard Im trying to handle the situation now. I dont wish to lie or bluff people and I also dont wish to hurt anybody - and that is for sure. hais! it is so sickening ah!

above # wangwang and ugly me at 515 slacking - shagged.

27 # worked - good sales. kewang accompanied me to work - brought heaty stuffs again - this time round chocolate - it still sweet after all. hahas! reached bugis and alvin was there waiting for me - bringing heaty stuffs for me to eat too - but at least I got to eat my fav geylang mee suan and famous amos cookies again - hahas! anyway, it was really sweet of him hopping around getting my fav foods. but I guess my sore throat can never be recover if this continues. ottilia was laughing at me. met up with my dardar eileen and alvin after that - dardar brought some clothes from my shop. and we caught spl at ps with dardar's god brothers and friends. oh by the way, I received something that day. was something sweeter than sweets - but it was totally a waste of money. hais. but it is okay, I appreciated it very much too. okay, back to our movie. spl was nice too. but we didnt like the ending with all the good men dead and crook alive. wth right? hais. anyway, it is a movie. I realised that I had watched all the movies that I can watch already, leaving with just like heaven for the moment. hmm.. after the movie, eileen's god brother brought us to lavender for supper - the famous pig organ soup. was nice although I dont really like to eat pork but I ate in the end. and when I sat the lorry, something happened. hahas! due to the lack of experience I nearly fell off from the lorry but luckily eileen grabbed me but she didnt hold long to me and before I fell - our hero came to the rescue - fatty, the driver came and pulled me up and there I went - but to my seat safe and sound. phwee! went to hougang plaza for cs and pool after that with alvin - taught him how to play warcraft and he enjoyed. hahas! he told me he was addicted. ohoh! bad! hahas. homed after that and had a nice long sleep as I didnt have to work the next day - is my off day. hehes! =P

aboves # the thing which was sweeter than sweets. hahas!

2005-11-21T10:42:00.000+08:00

19 # had a happening night out @ momo - with my dardar eileen huizhen peifen and friends .. alvin came too - surprised me again - yahs! he is sweet I agree - but continuous surprises make surprises no longer surprise. hahas! =D saw his brother. guess what? they really look alike. hahas! kewang came too - another surprise for that night - but sad to say, situation became kind of awkward immediatly. hais - didnt know why too. went to geylang with alvin kewang guorong and their friends to have our u tiao and mee suan for breakfast - guorong as usual kept crapping non stop - making us laugh and laugh. lamer. and by the way, stop acting like weilian lei - really detest him nor. puked! hees!

20 # homed! didnt went out - was slacking and studying at home. and once again - someone surprised me again and this time round I was really touched but didnt know how to express out - hahas! for all I know, I was speechless. alright, I was studying until someone messaged me ' mind looking down your balcony. and there I saw alvin - but before hand he sent me a mms - some cookies with my name here. okay, most of all - he made it himself. felt so sweet of him yet quite guilty. felt so sinful - sometimes I wonder, do I deserve all his sweet doings - should I do something about it? stress! Im afraid I might hurt him sometimes unintentionally and blahs blahs .. anyway, I just wanna tell yahs - I really appreciate your doings but dont be so silly again okay. hees! =P

above # the mms that that silly boy sent me - the cookies he designed himself which melted half of my metalic heart - isnt he sweet ? =D

2005-11-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

totally PISSED OFF by someone last night - he totally turned me off ...

was slacking the whole day, wondering where to go what to do - gave him attitude again. hais! Im so sickening again. at last - decision made to chinablack. went there with huiwen xiaofang they all - and of cos my friends were all there too. but we were the latest cos I kept waiting for people nor. bleahs! black wasnt packed - that was good but wasnt really happening - but of cos we made it a happening night with our hyperactive dancings. hahas! I was very sorry to huiwen and xiaofang for those things that my friend did to them - sorry I didnt know my friends were like that - luckily, our other friends were there too. one of our friend was quite fed up but luckily we stopped him - actually no point also nor - what was done was done. guess I wont be meeting them again - had enough of their sickening acts. went to mu after that - saw alot of friends there. was like those rushing's days. hahas! saw candy. danced with her. didnt know she was a dancer now. hahas! she approached me asking me whether I wanted to be a dancer under their agency - was moved by the amount they were paying me but didnt want to leave a bad reputation nor name although I know there is nothing wrong to be a pole dancer. but I guess my parents and friends will definately strongly object that idea. arghs! gonna think carefully again. by the way, I wanna thanks alvin for not only sending me home but my friends too. thanks vin! anyway, this's what I call a good mr nice guy. hehes! =P

TONIGHT # either devils or momo. meeting my dardar eileen - our mission is on tonight yahs - hees! shh..

2005-11-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

arghs! Im getting so lazy nowadays with my work on - didnt really had much time to blog till now. will be having my off days till thursday. yeahs! =P but gonna work full shift and no offs for the next following week - that's the disadvantage of it yahs. anyway, my pay is rised out of a sudden without me even requesting it - hehes!

14 # worked from 10.30 till 9.30! early in the morning - someone gave me a surprise. he came to my house and fetched me to work - didnt realise it until he boo'ed me from my back - nearly freaked me off. kaos! was once again late for work - 11 am then reached my workplace but luckily it didnt really matters as my boss came down around 11 plus - hehes! and once again he came to fetch me home after work - stopped at 515 for our suppers. and for all I know, I was very tired that day and had a really nice sweet sleep that night - hehes!

15 # worked from 10.30 till 9.30! caught sky high after work with edwin - saw his new car, was nice but he shouldnt have changed so much in the car. original is still the best nor! hehes! well, that is what I think - dont get offended if you happen to see this. hehes! sky high was nice - was adventurous! and once again - I had a really nice sleep that night - was somehow still feeling damn tired - hais!

16 # worked from 10.30 till 9.30! he surprised me again! came to my house early in the morning - waited for me for so long and I was bad enough to show him my attitude. hais! was so sorry. I was just simply too tired after so many late nights and early mornings - Im so sickening! anyway, things cocked up that night after my work - out of a sudden 2 gentlemen appeared outside my shop - came to fetch me from work which I didnt plan it nor expected it. met up with kewang to kbox didnt knowing he was coming to fetch me from work also. but it turned out to be fun. they met each other for the second time and clicked pretty well. hahas! had really enjoyed myself that night at hougang kbox - thanks to our joker guorong - he kept doing those stupid things. hahas! really made us laugh the whole night with his "weilian" singing tactics and patterns. hahas! played pool after singing - and once again I was the big loser as expected. hahas! had our supper after that and kewang sent me home - yawns! tiring!

17 # OFF - caught harry potter with kewang at century square. was a nice show - it's another show worth paying for yahs. Got home early as someone was really exhausted after so many late nights and early mornings too. hehes! I understood yahs! hahas! =D enjoyed another day.

2005-11-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
was happening for ling and me. met up with daryl and friends first and danced with them until wujie and yuanxing they all came - joined them and kewang and friends came - then hopped over to their vip seats to drink and then not long after, alvin came surprisingly alone - I thought he came with his friends but wasnt - hais. I knew the reason and was rather impressed with this guy. very touched. but in the mean time I felt really bad and guilty. I knew he was boring and tired but I didnt even know how to entertain him although I wanted to. Im just to selfish as to think of myself. well! he's just too good for a girl like me. anyway, we (me and ling) drank quite alot with our friends already and plus those sickening guys whom kept popping out of nowhere offering us drinks - we really had to control ourselves in the end. at first I was kind of gone but luckily I managed to conquer over those alcoholism with my orange juices and h2o warriors. wahahas! bleahs! clubbed at black till around 4 plus and decided to go to devils as kewang they all were there after staying at black for awhile. asked him to sign us in and partied till closing - anyway, it was much more happening down there. hais! once again I felt so bad and guilty - alvin came along and he was there taking our handbags while we were dancing our hearts out and I was also heartless enough to continue partying although I felt really bad in my heart - wanted to do something about it but didnt know how to express my appreciation to him. had our breakfast at macdonald till 7 plus before waiting for cab to get home. and once again! I felt really bad and guilty as alvin was really tired but still insisted to send me home. hais! Im so sickening yahs - arghs!

above # snapshot for the day

2005-11-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

YAWNS! hahas! woke up 15 minutes ago with 16 messages and 21 missed calls on my phone. hahas! =P

10 # caught tom yum goong with alvin at cwp - was super nice for an action movie - was touching too yahs. alright! it was worth watching - GO WATCH if u havent yahs. =P

YESTERDAY # caught home sweet home with aloysius. was nice - not scary but somehow touching - made me cried. bleahs! hahas! luckily, aloysius never saw. =D met up with alvin after that again. hahas! by the way, eileen - u're still at my first priority yahs. our plans are going so well yahs. someone is so busy without me around yahs! wahahas! I had mine too. =X opps! hahas! went to one of the pubs at boatquay, saw my good friend ling there - was so excited upon seeing her. big hug! she was working there and wasnt doing very well recently too. yahs! lets fuck those guys upside down. bloody bastards! u guys like to fuck girls so much - why dont go to geylang or "phuket", there got so much of cheapo chickens on your service. u may consider going to phuket and get yourself drunk at one of the pubs. and sooner enough u will land on a bed with a somebody that u dont know. had fun and then just pay her off with some money and that is it - u fucked someone! sounded great yahs? hahas! went to geylang for supper after that - had my favourite u tiao. hehes! threatened someone to bring me around for some "viewings". actually, I find them rather pitiful - there must be a very sad story behind all of them. hais! God is so unfair to girls! sickening!

2005-11-10T13:27:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY # was gavin's 24th birthday. was supposed to get to momo for his birthday but ended up at chinablack instead as they shifted to black after that - hmm! someone is getting old liao but still so charming yahs. hahas! many friends came down - saw two of my ex classmates there. didnt know they club till I saw them with my own eyes. hahas! was really shock as they were once my secondary school - so called "teachers' apple licker." sickening! arghs! my secondary school seniors were there too. dancer shaun came down too - eileen and I were trying to learn some dance steps from him but ended up like a clown. wahahas! was quite happening nor. saw "live - caressing there" too - so disgusting. why cant they wait till they reach home? chatted with billy, and he asked me whether I wanna work at chinablack - hmm.. might have to consider first yahs. =X

anyway, Im getting so naughty recently. so do my dardar. hehes! but it somehow makes life easier to get on - uhuh! dont get the wrong idea huh.

SHOPPING and MOVIE later. goshs! life is so great without any string attached. =D

2005-11-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

'A break up is like a mirror, it's better to leave it broken than hurt yourself while trying to fix it back together.'

alright, finally I had settled down with a definate answer. okay, I had chose to leave it broken rather than fixing it back together, fearing that I might get hurt again although the presence of pain is still there - well simply unwilling to add on to my sorrow actually. for all I know, my tears had gone dry. I know I shouldnt cry for anyone whom cant cry for me. but I assumed my love is like that - beyond my control and often over the limit. I swear, I committed this time! okay definately, Im gonna smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it is just a dream and pretend he is not hurting me. I blame no one. it is fated! and I accept!

well .. the hardest part abt moving forward is not looking back - does anyone agree? it does really make a sense right? yahs! =)

anyway, SHOPPING tmr. cant wait to get my shopping list items. Im lovin' it. d=P

by the way ...

chem p2 tmr, wish me luck!

2005-11-07T12:05:00.000+08:00

o4 # caught doom at marina square with edwin. sensed some similarity between doom and resident evil - but definately, resident evil was much more better off. hehes!

o5 # didnt club yahs! =P I won a bet! weets! someone's gonna listen to me yahs! anyway, caught another horror movie ' the exorcism of the emily rose ' with my dardar eileen, alvin and friends. nama! it was a sickening show - wasnt scary at all. was talking and talking and talking and ... arghs! nearly fell asleep. and yes, everyone was complaining about that. sickening ah!

o6 # homed - having my last minute revision for my math paper 1 the next day.

TODAY # managed smoothly for my math p1 but skipped my combined humanties - social studies. had no confident for that cos there wasnt any references for me the entire year. another reason was the lack of skill for my source base questions and essay questions - cos I hadnt been attending school for quite some time. hopefully, tmr's chemistry paper I can managed. Im pinning hopes on my science paper - especially my biology. arghs!

2005-11-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY # didnt catch a movie nor go to zouk unlike what my previous entry mentioned - or should I said "we" planned. hahas! after zouk's renovation - zouk seems to be damn overcrowded everytime - with endless queue always. yahs! I dont have the patience to wait and queue. went to chinablack instead. chinablack was also having a long queue but luckily we didnt need to queue. weets! alright once again, the crowd was there, but the songs suck! it's alway until 4 am plus then those nice songs start spinning - that's the time when Im starting to feel tired or leaving. wth! hahas! eileen turned up late due to some reasons. and I just wanna let her know that all we need now is friends and I will alway be there by her side no matter what happens. we got nothing to lose cos we gained plentiful of nice people around us - so who cares? dardar, cheer up. we've a long run ahead. =P

aboves # me and alvin

TODAY # was my family day. went out for our dinner around evening time. came back with a bloated stomach. arghs! wanted to meet eileen and audrey but ended up slacking at home - all thanks to my bloated stomach and my sleepy eyes. hahas! =P

2005-11-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

didnt really have the heart to blog till I saw eileen's friendster blog - hahas! made me urge to blog those past few happening days we had. wahahas! okies, here it goes..

29 # went devils - was happening - all my girls were there. but only my ai ren and I know exactly why we said happening and fun that night right? wahahas! secret and confidental yahs? we were cheeky, so do they huh. =P

aboves # sharon and me posing at devils's toilet. there was a long queue outside - but who cares? hahas! =P

31 # yahs! halloween night - was planning to get our asses to zouk - heard from sky that it will be damn happening down there but aloysius called and told us zouk's queue was damn long. so all our plan was switched to chinablack. I dont know why they had the urge for chinablack rather than devils. hahas! but it ended up quite happening at black too. I was pretty fuck up that night - that's how I felt after I hoped around ... eileen dared her friend and we ... wahahas! damn crazy that night - eileen got herself a FLING yahs. hahas! wondering how much exactly I drank that night? head was spinning like .. argh!

above # dardar and me

above # at chinablack with that evil thingy beside us trying to be funny yahs. hahas! =P

YESTERDAY # homed till around evening time - went out with my family to have our dinner and ice cream. reached home and caught tong xin yuan. followed by a destressing jog around my park. saw felicia there with her sister. they changed quite ALOT. was pretty shocked. =D

TODAY # either a movie or another crazy night out with my friends at zouk - yahs! =D

2005-10-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

Wadsup! hahas. yahs! Im back FOR GOOD.

thanks for the constant motivation everyone - especially eileen, my ai ren. hahas! here I am - ditched but feeling much much more better. at least for all I know, Im no longer clinging on someone whom doesnt love me that much - well, that's counted as a relieve I suppose. alright! after all, there were still beautiful memories we once shared - but definately, that's the past. recent quote : things will never be the same again from melanie c - well, that's pretty true - at least for now. had an enjoyable week over the week although the beginning was only a surface happiness. for now, Im adapted. caught 3 movies over the week and my applause goes to deuce bigalow, european gigolo. had a great laugh especially the part when that blackie's dick was bitten by a kitten. hahas! it was a nice catch. by the way, Im still working at Celadon but is a part timer instead. yes! I switched. okay, gonna get on with other stuffs. will be back!

2005-09-17T11:00:00.000+08:00

ON LEAVE today, therefore have the time to brief through some updates. argh! missing my honey terribly. waiting and waiting for the day that he can book out - time seems to crawl. argh! anyway, note that dates that aint filled up, should be dates that I forgot what I did - please understand that I havent been blogging for a time and most of all I dunch have a good memory. Cheers!

01 # start of work - having pathetic pay, individual commissions - therefore no teamwork and also damn stress - we've sales target for each individual. overall - sucks. but luckily, honey never fail to encourage me. he's my life pillar - never fail to fetch me from work. maucks! =D

02 # worked! Followed by a movie with honey, I supposed. wouldnt remember whats the movie and where we watched. wahaha! paiseh paiseh!

03 # worked! Followed by honey's buddy - zhiwei driving us - honey, his other buddies and me around eating and eating till our tummy went bloated. fattening - argh!

07 # worked! chinablack after that with honey - he needed to get back his things at his locker. asked sharon along too. she left early for devils and I had fun with honey again - dancing together. rubbing him. lol!

08 - 09 # worked! Followed by a house party at honey's house - honey was going in soon therefore asked his buddies and friends for a dinner. I brought my colleague along too. my next day was my off day, therefore stayed over at honey's house - spending all the time we left together. went out again around 3 plus to get honey's pay at mohammad sultan. followed by a movie - one more chance at great world city. had our dinner at paragon again - it was a heavy hearted dinner for me as it was honey last dinner with me before he went for his ns. he sent me home after that and the whole day was like passing so fast. cant bear to part with him for around 2 weeks or so. sad!

10 # worked! Followed by shopping around at bugis with my colleague - sharon. bugis was having midnight sales that day - was crazily looking for cheapo stuffs. wahaha! luckily, I was off work at 9.3o instead of 12 - weets* went for clubbing after that - met eileen and audrey at mu and brought sharon along. was a crazy night. guys that asked for our numbers was told off "sorry, we're lesbian and had no interests for guys" or "sorry, Im married." lol! anyway, honey went in - wouldnt send him as I was working that day. damn heavy hearted at work. simply cant bear to let him suffer those trainings there. he's my precious and I love him - who cares! mauckies! miss him!

11 - 13 # worked and homed - nowhere to go and dunch feel like meeting anyone. kept waiting for his smses and calls which he never fail to give when he got the time. maucks! love him.

14 # worked! Followed by a supper outside heeren with sharon and her guy friend whom treated us a feast there.

15 # worked and homed.

16 # finally my off day again - stayed at home for the entire day. my resting day. smsed my boss telling her that I will be working till the month end and surprisingly she replied "your performance had been so good so far and I hope you will stay. If it's about the pay, we can talk about it." I never replied and she called me and told me she can offer me a nice pay if I want to stay. lol! Then I told her "okay, $1200 for basic can?" She said she will try and tell me again. I also told her that I want to take a leave for tml and she said okay. wow! lol! anyway..

hApPy A mOnTh AnnIvErSaRy, hOnEy. LoVe yOu MoRe thAn yOu cAn ExPeCtEd. YoU aRe tRuLy mY EvErythInG.

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Leading a totally different life now. Family, love and work are the 3 parts of my life. Changing for the better each day unlike some people - changing for the worst - wahaha funny!

2005-08-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

V SADDENING & DISAPPOINTED.

29 # was at honey's place. followed by bugis to meet honey's friends - zhiwei and marcus. hahas! played pool and I was damn lousy. well! everything was beautiful until someone confessed that something which made me went speechless totally - simply too disappointed. anyway, everything is okay now. hopefully, nothing bad will happen to us. bless us!

TODAY # was at honey's place again - watched vcds before having our romantic cycling along the line of east coast beach. hehes! made our way to bedok jetty - love that place. It's so relaxing down there. gees! alrights, I enjoyed my day once again although Im still trying to overcome that fear. okay, gonna bath. cyahs!

2005-08-29T08:33:00.000+08:00

ARGH! MIGRAINE!

26 # met up with honey. went shopping - brought a jacket and also took another photosticker together - sweeter this time. hehes! sent honey to work after that and homed.

aboves # photostickers on 26o8o5 with honey at FEP. =D

27 and 28 # met up with my darling ping and honey. had a nice chat with ping and also had a nice chat with ping and also had our ice cream before heading to chinablack - ping went off after that with her friend. opps! someone told me that his friend is a nerdy fellow but when honey and I saw, we were shocked cos he wasnt that nerd after all. lol! okay, watched honey worked and I also made another new friend - sad to say I forgot to get her number in the end. argh! had fun there with that lady until I farking got myself drunk - sorry honey for making you malu and mafan. argh! embarrassing moment for me. honey requested leaving work early and sent me to his house. on the way, I puked but luckily not in the cab - honey asked the driver to pull over. another embarrassing moment. argh! reached his house - puked again and had our rest before leaving for home. reached home - puked again! mom prepared lime juice for me. washed up and rested for 3 hours before heading out for shopping again. hahas! I feel like a superwoman. =P went to imm with my family. had our lunch there and brought some skincare products and also initial d vcd. dad sent me to marina square after that to meet my honey. caught red eye with honey and his friends. wasnt a nice catch - especially when somebody was angry. luckily, it wasnt for too long. phee! hahas! shopped around after that - went to esplanade - had our dinner there before heading back home. gosh! we were both tired you know?

TODAY # gonna prepare. heading for honey's place later. im bringing my initial d along. hopefully, no argument for today. =P agree honey?

2005-08-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

WhAt a bEAutIfuL GrEEtInG I hAd GOT thIs mORNinG. tHANkS bItCh!

2005-08-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

23 # Honey came over - had fun together with my family. Once again - I enjoyed my day. Yeah, we're getting more and more loving each day. Hopefully, it's not just our honeymoon period but an essential that will last forever.

24 # was at CWP with honey. Watched Chocolate Factory - was pretty interesting. Took some snapshots and also brought some couples' accessories for ourselves. hahas! Honey was shock when he learnt that that was a hp pouch instead of a hp stand - loved that shock look of his. maucks! hehes! alright, honey should be on his way to work by now after sending me home. Argh! I'm beginning to miss him. =P

aboves # by digital cam.

below # by phone - aint clear.

2005-08-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

REWINDING ..

20 # super shagged after work but still met up with dear and his friends - it was his friend's birthday. Was supposed to go to dbo but ended up chilling out at Siam Supperclub instead, bcos I'm still under 20. Argh! What a stupid house's rule! Anyway, are u wondering why I can enter Siam Supperclub instead? lol. Answer is bcos I've a great dear. =P haha! Okay lahs. It's bcos dear knows the people there cos he also got work there sometimes. =D Went back early as to meet my bitches - played hopscotch in the middle of the night. And I was the big winner. weets* Had my breakfast after that with dear at Admiratly's Mac. Anyway, I enjoyed the day. =D

21 # dad's birthday. Went to grandma's house around 11 plus for lunch. Went home around evening n celebrated dad's birthday. Dear also came to my house for the first time. Anyway, there're more to come in the future. Hees! =D

22 # supposed to go for an interview at Raffles Places but ended up extending my sleep instead. Reached dear's house at around 1 plus and enjoyed my whole day there with him - watching vcds and he also cooked for me. =D Belows are the pictures for the day - mainly foods that he cooked for me today. weets* =D

above # the nice one - rosemary lemon chicken =D

below# baked rice

below # scallops =P

TOMORROW # shall be dear's turn to come over to my house. Having menses - not in the mood of going anywhere. Argh! Hate blood!

2005-08-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Due to some reasons ..

HE will be condemn in my whole entire life. So if anyone should be siding him - leave me far. He's nth but a fucking betraying DOG of a fucking PIG in our eyes. Luckily, I left him early. Otherwise, my life will be perfectly ruin by him. Thank god for letting me see the true colour of this fucking bastard. Seriously, I hate him to core now. He's sure a hypocrite.

TODAY # Eunice - Celadon's Boss called n told me that I will be starting work on the 1st of September. weets* At least I have more time for dear now. =D Skipped school and met up with dear, with my parents and sister along. Dear was nervous but managed to convince my dad as my officially boyfriend now. =D Dad also sent him for work - saw him leaving the car, reaching the stairs and making his way to Chinablack for work made me went hais. Dear, I miss you so much. Maucks.

TOMORROW # shall be a busy day for me - anyone knows how to become a superwoman? At least for a day, for my tomorrow. Argh!

2005-08-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

ARGH .. can't believe that that blind Kelvin got into the final - tian mei yan ah! Junyang was the talented one.

TODAY # went for my interview in the morning n was successful. weets* Probably starting work either next week or next month - hopefully it will be on next month so that I can accompany my dear more before he goes for his bmt. I'm gonna miss him like crazy. Argh! After the interview, went to dear's house - love his stupid dog n his big moon. Had a great time with him for the entire day - had our dinner at East Coast which was just opposite his house. Followed by a romantic kissing walk along the beach before leaving for home. wahaha! Love him so much - thanks dear for feeding me so much nowadays. Argh! =D Maucks.

Loving WIJAYA always

2005-08-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

FUCK UP day # bcos of a sore loser. Thanks for those praising u did on my sweet heart - behind us n at the front of my dad, you're really a fucker. You're nth but a FAKE in my eyes. Since you ended everything in sure a negative way, I don't think there's anything more we can say.

TODAY # was at home the entire day, missing my dear dear. Guess he should be working now, with beautiful bees surrounding him. Argh! Severely jealous nw. Dear, u better do smth nw. Hees! =P

TOMORROW # gonna get my ass down to Bugis early in the morning for interview. And will be meeting dear dear after that. weets* I'm loving it.

2005-08-16T11:57:00.000+08:00

TODAY #

Caught Wedding Crashers with Wijaya today although he'd already watched before. Well, it was a damn funny show, a movie worth watching I can say. =D Alright, here comes the interesting n sweetest part of all - after the movie, we're officially an item - together. Surprise, surprise! Hees! Okay, he accompanied me to school after that and also had our dinner there. But then hor, very jealous nor. Cos he's a honey with lots of bees around him. Hees! Don't worry, I trust you dear. Hopefully, you won't make me lose that trust n faith in you. Maucks! Love you.

O U R

M E M O R A B L E

D A Y

Hmm.. He will be working tml. Anyone cares to acc me to Chinablack to spy him? lol. =P

2005-08-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Someone requested a long long entry from me. Alright, ur wish is granted. =D

TODAY # Met up with Wijaya at PS - caught Land of the Dead with him. It wasn't a nice show, but still I enjoyed. weets* After the movie - I took him to Cineleisure for photostickers. Shopped around before having our dinner at Paragon. =D The food there was delicious. Yummy, yummy. =P Gonna bring my mom there next time. Okay after the dinner, I brought him to a so called haunted house near Youth Park - didn't stay long as it was too dark n we would hardly see the ground. I was also freaked off by those moving kaka(s) on the ground - and because of this, Wijaya had my pabing liao lah. Hees! Gonna becareful tml when I meet him. =D ARGH! Cockroaches! Especially those flying cockroaches! and RATS - sucks. =P Anyway, I enjoyed so much today. And thanks for the shirt - I love it very much. Maucks. Niteys everyone. =D

aboves # J.W on 15o8o5.

2005-08-14T09:58:00.000+08:00

REWINDING ..

13 # Marina South SAF Carnival - was interesting n fun but was HOT. Got to touch many weapons n explored many tanks n blahs. Went to Marina Square after the Carnival. Had my dinner there n shopped around. Brought another skirt - gonna wear it on Monday. weets* By the way, the pictures for that day are ready. Gonna upload SOME here but if u wanna take a look at the rest. Contact me via MSN - will send to yah.

above n below # advertising Singapore's history. =P

below # elimination of JERKS.

above # STUCK

below # looked so WOW.

below # aiseh! =P

TODAY # Wijaya will be flying back tonite. weets* Okay, gonna prepare. I'm going to have my bowling session with my family later. Followed by my uncle's house - to visit my new born cousin.

2005-08-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

STOP BUGGING

me n get on with ur life. There're much more better girls other than me. I want nothin from u cos u owe me nothin in fact. So just kindly leave me alone. My life no longer features u anymore. We simply just can't get along so why bother to try out again.

GET IT VIN ?

By the way, yesterday's Oral was hard - not the passage but the picture n conversation. Aiyah! Forget it anyway it's over. =P Okay, met up with Jessica after Oral n got back my Digital Camera. So if anyone wants Hanshiro or Mizuki video clip for that day's final. Contact me via MSN =D

Above # No more interruption to my singlehood. weets* =D

2005-08-11T11:45:00.000+08:00

MORNING

Firstly, congratulate to Hanshiro whom got the 2nd in the final. Mizuki danced very well too. But too bad someone exposed that much that the judges can't get their eyes off her. Ciao! Okay, went to Zouk with Wijaya after that & had an enjoyable night. weets* Anyway, he will be flying to Phuket this noon n will be back this Sunday. Well, he's enjoying life. =D Okay, gonna have my English Oral taken later. ARGH! I'm going back to that school again. Saddening!

WISH ME LUCK

2005-08-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

ARGH # I haven being sleeping well recently. Anyway, tonite will be fun - I presume & hopefully it really does. MOMO after Rush's Final tonite. =D
By the way, gonna change my hp number soon due to some reasons. Don't worry, I'm going to keep in touch with everyone. Maucks.

2005-08-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

Above # doesn't look like me.

Below # clipping up of hair.

Watched The Maid at CWP. Was nice but rather lame. Especially, the part when the man was burned with his wife holding his hands beside him. Wahaha! =P Really lame nor. Opps =X By the way, there was a part in the movie which freaked me off. I was also nearly choked by the potato chips in my mouth. Argh! =D

CELEBRATION
@ YISHUN

Planned to Marina South but ended up at Yishun instead for the National Day Celebration. =D Although it wasn't somewhere around town but it was still damn packed - see for urself below. Anyway, I'd a great viewing for the firework thingy. It was beautiful - thanks to the guy. Mauckies.

Aboves # Yishun's Celebration.

Below # POOL time. weets*

2005-08-09T10:10:00.000+08:00

K A R M A

HURTED # FOOLED

After all, I'm still his passerby "vege". Ciao! Loathe guys so much now. Now, I don't owe anyone except for vin whom I can nv return. SORRY for making u so miserable. Okays, rewinding time if I would remember any. =P

Note that the IP here means "Items Purchased". =D

03 - FE w friends. IP - Lancome Mascara. Heels. Belly stud. A purse & blah blah.

05 - FE w mom. IP - A bracelet from Lee Hwa - CWP. Anna Sui Perfume. Lancome Makeup Remover. 3 tops. ZA foundation. Sm skincare products from Missha. Accessories & blah blah. =P

06 - CINE w my bitches - browse down for pictures. Clubbed for 15 mins. Followed by a movie - 7 Swords with that somebody, a jerk I can say. For that somebody, thanks lei. As for the movie, all I can say was suckening. Argh! I nearly fell asleep. =D

Above - We're on the move.

Above - It's all expressed on our faces. We're happy. =D

All of the aboves - Cookies & Cream favour. weets* 6 years of sistership. Aiseh! =P

07 - Sembawang beach for dinner. Blah blah after that. Muahaha! Lazy lah. =P

08 - BUGIS w friends. IP - a top n some accessories. =D

TODAY, National Day, an event which I wouldn't be bother. Cos it's none of my business & I got nothing for it. =P Gonna enjoy my evening with my bitches today. Hopefully, I can be as crazy as before. Gonna push everything aside n enjoy. weets* =D

FIREWORKS *

TOMORROW - Rush's Dancing Competition "FINAL". Gonna get my ass down to support them. weets* Gonna meet Wijaya after that for another nice club. weets* =D

2005-07-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

21 - SICK n HOMED.

22 - SICK n HOMED.

23 - SICK but still CLUBBED.

24 - SICK but still attended

JUNHONG
WINNIE'S
WEDDING

Above - Finally, MARRIED.

Above - Hubby's mischief.

TODAY, after so long I finally got a job. =D But the pay ain't high - $4/hr. ARGH. Gonna bear with it n work temporary, before getting a better one. Okay, gonna sleep n get up early tml for work.

By the way ...

As expected, PINKO changed her password. COWARD - someone whom only knows how to copy people's profiles, testimonials, photo captions n entries. Do u need me to let u manage my friendster's account n blog, as to save ur trouble by copying? I really hate to do this - by naming u out. But it seems like that message hasn't got to ur fucking head. I wonder what's up with u - even blog entries u also can copy. It's really absurd. I don't wish to pass the message this way. We meet out face to face talk want ma? Listen up I dare u NOW.

2005-07-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

BEAUTY TIPS.

* COMPACTS ?

If you start getting outbreaks when you usually have good skin, you may want to inspect your compact powder like powdered foundations n blushers. If you see a shiny layer on the top of the powder, it's time to toss the whole thing out. You can prevent this problem by swabbing your compacts with alcohol once in awhile after use. Store the powder puff on top of the plastic sheet provided, or upside down, to prevent oil from your skin collecting on the surface of the powder. Don't wash your compact by immersing it in water as water can leak behind the mirror n damage the reflective coating.

* 2-WAY CAKES ?

Simply apply with the sponge provided - dampen the sponge with some water. The foundation'll set almost immediately on the skin, leaving a powder-like finish. You can also apply it dry with a puff or large powder brush for sheer, less matte finish.

* DIY TOUCH-UPS ?

1. Select a colour that is one to two shades lighter than your original colour job as hair would have oxidised by then, resulting in a lighter shade.

2. After matching, apply the product carefully n precisely to the dark roots only rather than overlapping onto the already-tinted hair. This'll minimise damage n prevent that weird, mottled 'tortoiseshell' effect.

* DIY - CHOOSING and APPLYING of COLOURS ?

SHORT HAIR - Spike hair out. Starting at the crown, apply colour using brush - start at the roots n work outwards. Finish off at the front n sides as the hair in these areas usually takes lesser time to soak up colour. Remember to check for spots you might have missed - behind the ears and the nape of the neck.

LONG HAIR - This's useful when you have no one to help you. Tie a ponytail to the back n work colour in from the edges towards the crown. Pull wisps of hair down to the front, sides n back, n apply colour to both sides of the regrowth. Continue until you reach the crown. You may find it useful to have 2 mirrors set up so you can see the back. For thick hair, you may tie 2 ponytails.

2005-07-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

Due to a series of problems in my life recently,

MY LIFE CHANGED.

USELESS is the best word to describe me now. Just like how everyone's pin pointing at me now. I chose to die but the courage wasn't enough to fatal. Like I said I'm useless. Hopefully, I can die peacefully tonight if possible. Let see.

DEPRESSION.

2005-07-15T15:38:00.000+08:00

Firstly, NO SCH tonite. weets* But tomorrow's class is still on as usual. Somemore it's in the morning. ARGH! Worser, when the teacher there sucks. Especially that fatty ass whom never teach in class. She thinks we paid her there to relief. By the way, she got married recently. SHIT. I wonder who the unlucky man is. Hopefully, she will be dump. =P Anyway, NO CLUBBING @ saturday. Gonna accompany my dearie at home. Mauckies.

2005-07-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

12 - Skipped sch AGAIN. =P Was at town shopping with Jinting whom was seriously infected over love. She was crazy. It was as if she didn't shop for a very long period of time. =P Therefore, spent ard $300 for that day. Sad to say, Wanxia was not there controlling our cash flow's rate. Wahaha! Read abt the story of the "Rich Dad Poor Dad". Like in the book, I was the poor one. =P Had only managed to spent hundred plus over luxury. Argh! Pathetic. Btw, items purchased - 2 tops, a skirt n some accessories. =D

13 - Met JR n hubby at BV. Got a CD from JR n went shopping with hubby. Items purchased - body lotion / some stationery n accessories again. =P Met Jess ard 2030. And accompanied vin to the station before heading to RUSH - the 1st round for the male category dance competition. Most of the competitors danced very well. At ard 0030, the result was out. For my friends, Kenneth n Shaun got in for the next round. Kenneth'd the highest points for that round. Cheers! =D But sad to say, Xihao didn't managed to get in. I guess he'd done his best as I saw great improvement in his dance. Next wednesday shall be the 1st round for the female category. Gonna get my ass there to support Mizuki, Candy n Lynn. weets*

As for TODAY - bed. =P

2005-07-11T10:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, sleeping.

And

Today - Gonna reach Taka Tower B at 3 for my freelance modelling thingy. Seriously, I'm still deciding whether to go or to not - one of the reason behind was loneliness. Anyway, just received an interesting testimonial from Edwin the charming dude. By the way, sch on still tonight. Arghh!

Below - That interesting dude.

Ed', Monday, July 11, 2005:
This is a public announcement
kindly brought to you by
" Ed's Health Association "

Caution
~ ~ ~ ~
Her seamless beauty can b deceiving
for obtaining the opposite sex is
unquestionable.
She can and will jeopardize us,male
counterparts to commit adultery in our
very own little spaces and she must
be eliminated instantly.

For any requires
Please call 1900-(SHES)-(HOT)
(idiots won't be entertained)
~ ~ ~ ~

For You, My Kind Of Testimonial
Hope you hate it.. =] luv ya lots
Stay sweet always...

2005-07-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

08 - Skipped sch again. =P

09 - Cine. Followed by RUSH - was surprised by many unexpected friends there. I didn't know they club too. =D After clubbing we slacked at 888 as usual. Enjoyed my "breakfast" there until I saw my bro at the opp block with a bunch of "friends", n 2 cops beside them. Seriously, I was pissed off. I wondered what the fuck he did again this time. Went over with Nick n found out what'd happened. Those cops threatened to lock my bro n friends up, knowing that they got the necessary evidences n eye witnesses with them. God knows. Okay, I'm not continuing. =P Anyway..

Happy Belated Birthday to Kiat

Sorry for my absence on ur bday's celebration. I suppose u know the reason for that. =P

Above - Memories again. =D

2005-07-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to my dearest brother,

ANG WEI JIE <3

Finally, he turned into his rebellious 16. weets* Today, he received many presents. He kept smiling about that. Girls kept sending greetings to him. =P Had our dinner at Swensen - his favourite restaurant. Sang the bday's song back hm. Seriously, nth much. Hopefully, he enjoyed his day.

Above(s) - The bday boy.

2005-07-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

Today - Skipped school again. Out to town with my bitches n friends. Followed by a movie at CWP. Six - Neither scary nor interesting. The only thing which caught my attention was those handsome thai chaps in the movie. drools* =P By the way, saw 2 "cheapo thai whores" at FE today. Hopefully, this sat I will be able to see them again. Becos' their presence makes our night interesting. weets*

Tml - Gonna drag myself out to Bugis for some shopping again before going to hubby's house. Alright, I'm dozing off soon. Niteys friends. Muackies.

By the way ...

I ain't someone stupid , only merely ignorant ..

Above(s) - Obviously, snapshots is my life. =D

2005-07-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

Currently..

damn tired still despite 12 hours of continuous sleep. Grr.. feeling so shitty blue.

02 - Town. Items purchased - a top / a necklace / 2 earrings. Slacked at HMV with cameras on our hands before heading for Rush - didn't really enjoyed as I was on my 1/4 awake mode due to some drinks. Despite all the spinning in my head, I still forced myself to dance. After all, I enjoyed. =P Hmm.. Ignore what I say earlier - the "enjoyed" part, it doesn't make any sense. =D For all I can say, I'd a great time that day with him. Mauckies. =D

- Kissing my precious one. =P

- I'm biting my own lips. =D

All of the above(s) - Taken with lots of love at HMV in the memories of o2.o7.o5 =D

03 - Home at 5.50 am like every sunday morning. Slept only for 4 hours with hubby before heading out again. Watched War of the World - was really nice. Tom Cruise was like WOW. =P Okay, a show worth watching indeed. Shopped around Novena Square and Northpoint after movie. Once again, I'd a great day out with him. weets* =P

By the way, no work for the week due to a mother fucker whom had placed me at White Sand for the event. Gonna wait for a new schedule to be out. Anyway, no anywhere except for sch today.

2005-07-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

I'm so CRAZY over SNAPSHOTS.

Above(s) - Bitch whom's heavily hooked on Snapshots.

Alright, gonna have a early sleep tonight. School tml. Once again I wanna say to him, Happy 1 year Anniversary my dear. With lots of love I promise you. Mauckies! weets*

2005-07-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

After so LONG ...

I finally got a job. weets* =D

30 - Interview at Paya Lebar. Followed by Bugis - shopping. Items purchased - Specs / Missha nose patches / couple shirt with vin / Photo Album from PM to store my memories with vin - actually my 1 yr anniversary gift for him. weets* Simply enjoyed. =D

Above - Snapshot of the day.

Today - No anywhere except for school. Tomorrow shall be School - Home - Clubbing. weets* Alright, gonna sleep. Niteys everyone!

By the way ...

HAPPY 1 YR ANNIVERSARY to my ONE N ONLY DEAREST HUBBY, ELVIN.

Firstly, "Love ya dear always". Never shall I leave you. Okay dear, you're not my first but my last. I promise. Cos my heart beats only for you. Love you lots my dear. Mauckies!

2005-06-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to Winnie n JH. Anyway, gonna wait for their traditional wedding next month before they're officially married together. weets* =D

27 - ROM of JH n Winnie. Reached at 9 am sharp with JT instead of Vin. As Dad didn't approve his 1/2 day leave. Saw their happily smiling faces upon reaching n felt so happy for them. After the signing of papers n exchanging of rings, we processed to FCP to have our pictures taken. The photo taking session was ruined my a blood sucker pest - the Mosquito. Therefore, didn't stay long there. At ard 2 plus - went hm to change as I wouldn't stand the heels I was wearing. HURTS! After that, went to CWP for movie -

Alright, it was a sweet romantic movie. The song u're tuning to is the song from the movie. =P weets* After movie, slacked at AP with JT n QH before gg to sch. Sch - was boring of cos. Reached hm n realised QH was robbed. Damnit! Gonna meet her n JT later to see hw her injury was.

Above(s) - Some pictures taken during their ROM. For clearer n more pictures, u may ask from me. =D weets*

2005-06-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

Bloody PMS. Therefore,

NO
CLUBBING

this saturday. Finally a reason for myself to stay at hm during weekends. Anyway, my schedule for next week is FULL

27 ROM of JH n Winnie. =D
28 Interviews.
29 Sentosa or KTV.
30 Shopping day.
01 Finally our 1 year.
02 Anniversary celebration.
03 Family Day as usual.

Isn't I getting busier? *weets*

2005-06-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Recently, luck isn't on my side. Why? I'm broke due to the severe losing over Mahjong nwadays. Today - keep sneezing uncontrollably. Reached sch n was told that there was no classes. Purchased a meal but forgotten to take the change. Bag got stained by an asshole. Seriously, it's time to work. Gonna work to lighten my hubby's burden.

By the way...

As u can see, my tagboard's flooded with vulgarity. Anonymous or whoever in disguise, this entry's for u. Pathetic - the word's for u not me as I've a great bf unlike u yearning for a "somebody" whom will nv appear in ur whole entire life to fuck ur pussy. Pity u as a coward kiddy dog whom barks knowing that no one will be able to find out who u really are. Another word for u - hum. As Baby said, the word "stead" is meant to be from a kiddy's mouth. Btw, I'm quite "curious" as in hw ur doggie parents teach u. Didn't they tell u that dogs have names too. And didn't they teach u to be a goody dog instead of a mad one barking abt. Anyway, u're not welcome here. Don't be my entertainer, I don't need one. So kindly FUCK OFF n lick ur pussy bone.

2005-06-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY
DADDYS'
DAY <3

18 - As usual slacked ard at Cine before heading to club. Took lots of pictures. =P Followed by Rush. *weets* 19 - Watched Ghost Train. Wasn't really nice. Kinda scary but not one that could bring u to shout or shut ur eyes up. =D Anyway, I still enjoyed. Okay, gonna have a nap before dinner.

Above(s) - Some pictures taken on 18o6o5 @ Cineleisure, slacking ard with my dear n bitches. *weets*

Above - 1oo% Bitch with Slut.

2005-06-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

0kay, won $4o plus at Mahjong today. =D *weets* Anyway, gonna thrift for the sake of my hair. =P

2005-06-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

Above: Before

Above: And after..

Please note that that was only a temporary perm made by my hair stylist. =P Perming n colouring will be for next month. =D *weets*

2005-06-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

Morning <3

Yesterday - My bro's bday. Was celebrated at Jack's Place. Btw, I'm in love with their grill lobster. =P Applied a membership card, as we often have our meals there. =D Today - Meeting dear to Reds at Bugis to have my spoilt ugly hair CUT. After that shall be SHOPPING time. =D Okay, lunch time. =P Muackies!

Currently - M00dy.

2005-06-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

It was a boring day till he came. =D Alright, I wasn't in the right mood to get to sch. Therefore, threw my temper at him again. Despite all the complaints n scoldings, he still rushed down to my sch in order to please me - brought me to my fav. restuarant for dinner n shopping. I'm touched. Now - I'm so spolit by him. =P Okay, my love for him is without any reasons as love without reason lasts the longest. In fact, forever. <3

2005-06-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

Due to my LOVE for him ..

I'm CHANGED. =D Shall nt break his heart again. Currently - mending it back. I miss him so much. Can't wait to see him tml - my lil' brother's bday. Okay, gonna prepare for sch. Mauckies!

2005-06-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

So HAPPY. <3

Ytd nite - Shaun's Bday. Was celebrated at Rush. Enjoyed until we got pissed off by a bitchy fucking slut. Shall not reveal much. Just simply wouldn't bother to. Today - Was a sweet happy day. Went for a swim with hubby. Ya, nth special but I'd really enjoyed so so much. Thanks my dear for bringing me so much happiness in my life. And definately the 3 words is only for you. =D Alright, gonna rest. Sch tml. Niteys everyone! =D

Missing Him <3

2005-06-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

I'm MELTING <3

Ytd - Enjoyed! It's been so long since I felt so sweet with him. Shopped ard. Brought - 2 sets of Lingeries, another series of VCD casting my hero, my lil' bro's bday's present n some skincare products. Didn't manage to get any tops, as there wasn't any attractive ones. Saw Rain n Ken there too. After shopping, went to Vin's hse for dinner. Alright, then there came the sweet part which melted me. Finally, I realised wad's wrong in our relationship. Solved! Everything's back to our old days - so sweet so lovin. Nth can obstruct our love nw. Nothing! Ard 1o.3o pm, I rushed back to Woodlands (Partyworld) to meet some friends for ktv. Enjoyed once again. Currently - smelly n tired as I just reached hm from sch. Tml nite - gonna club at Rush. But before that shall be my sweet sweet romantic date with him. *weets* Okay, gonna bath n watch vcds again. =P

2005-06-09T08:28:00.000+08:00

GRRR ... It's still so early nw ?

Ohhh btw, morning to everyone. Hmm.. I wonder what happened to me - slept at ard 3 plus ytd n crawled up so early this morning w/o anyone "disturbing" me. Now - I'm idling about. Anyway, the good new is that I passed my BTT n once again I'm moving forward. *weets* Alright, gonna book for my FTL n get a PDL in order to have my Practical Lessons. Hmm.. Gonna get busy again. I guess. =P Ytd nite - was at k-Box with my Bitches. Enjoyed of cos. But sad to say, someone couldn't make it there due to some reasons. Alright, gonna meet Vin later for my shopping spree. Hope we won't get into any arguments. *praying* Okay, gonna get back to bed n charge. Niteys! =D

SHOPPING LIST for today.

Note: Those in bolds are the "must get" items for today.

* Top n Bottom (s)
* Suitable Eyeliner
* Suitable Heels
* Skincare Product (s)
* Lingeries (dying for more)

2005-06-08T02:39:00.000+08:00

What the FUCK !

I'm still awake ?!? *Grrr* Ain't gonna waste time. Therefore, forced myself to blog at this very hour instead of rotting about at my house. Anyway, my BTT is hours away. Gonna meet Jinting at 2.3o pm n get dwn together to BBDC. After that - will be KTV. My slut, Qiaohui will be tagging along too. *weets* Alright, gonna stop n pretend to sleep again. Niteys friends! =D

2005-06-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

Thurs - k-Box at Cine. Fri - Hm then sch. Ytd - Pierced my belly at HMV. Was abt to get to Chinablack/MU when my Slut told me that she couldn't get an IC. Soo.. we ended up at MOS again. MOS - damn chaotic. Innocent ppl were hitted with glass bottles. Bottles were flying right before my eyes. Some nearly hitted me too. Luckily, I was on the platform n my personal shield was there trying all ways to block me frm those flying glasses. Now - I hate that place. No more MOS for me. After the fight, went to Rush. Finally, the renovation was done. *weets* After all, I still prefer Rush. Hmm.. I missed smth. *hehe* Smth embarrassing. Okay, I was dancing at Rush when suddenly, my toes at my left leg were somehw "harden". I would hardly move my feets. The pain was unbearable. Now - I still wonder wad happened to my useless fucking leg. Alright, gonna stop. My dad's bringing me to Haw Pa Villa later for some shots n dinner. Currently - enjoying life.

Above: Taken at MOS's ladies.

Above: The Process. =P

Above: The Result. =D

2005-06-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

A lil' note for u shld know for urself by nw, if nt u're really a dumbo. Alright, the 1st thing u must understand nw - I'm nt trying to stir up any troubles for u. For ur infor, I'm someone who loathe copycats like hell. Perhaps, u do, everybody do. But since we loathe copycats so much, den why must we copy ourselves - to encourage copycats? I guess nt. I'm pissed off becos this's nt the 1st time - u shld know for urself too. I'm glad that u treated me as a friend - advised me so much in my tagboard, but why don't we stay with our own style of life - ur friendster's contents/ur blog's entries. I welcome friends, but NO to copycats. I think I'd made everything clear by nw. Alright, I'm watching u - wad will u do nxt?

Anyway ...

HAPPY 11 MTHS ANNIVERSARY to my DEAREST, ELVIN SEE <3

Love ya, my Hubby.

2005-05-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

Due to my serious sleepiness today, the entry shall be cut short. Sat nite - MOS. Sun noon - Dad brought me a digital camera n a 3 in 1 scanner. Today - Did nth much except for scanning my junks. =P Okay, gonna rest nw n get to sch later. *zzz*

Above: I've a wonderful dad.

Belows: On 28o5o5 with Vin.

Belows: On 25o5o5 with my darlings. Btw, congratulation to my bb' Winnie! =D

2005-05-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

Nth much to blog for today except my apologise to Ster for brking my promise to be her model. Hope everything run smoothly for her tml. Okay, gonna sleep as there's a class tml morning. Niteys! =P

2005-05-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ain't a gd today after receiving a call. My mom told me that dad heard smth frm the office n wanted me to take precaution on Vin. Seriously, no precaution was taken as I confronted him straight after the call. Truth - He lied once again. I nearly cried publicly. Luckily, I was strong enough to hold back my tears as to talk things out with him. I played rough with him once again n this time he resisted. In the meantime, I brought lots of stuffs - tops/skincare products/books. Didn't really need those stuffs. I was just trying to vent my anger out. Anyway, it worked. When I was in the cab, he called me n told me smth shattering to my heart. Alright, I hanged his call n ignored him. I'm just too sick of quarreling with him. I really need a brk. Leave me alone!

2005-05-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Relaxing! Went to twn with Winnie n Jinting today. Enjoyed! Took some pics but it's not out yet. *grin* Brought a concealer from Ettusais, a eyebrow kit from Bodyshop n some skincare products from Missha. Luckily, Winnie was ard n could get some discounts from Ettusais (her former workplace) n Bodyshop (her current workplace). We'd really over pampered ourselves today. Alright, tml shall b Vin's turn. Hope we won't get into any quarrel again. Niteys!

Above: Items for the day!

2005-05-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

Due to my eating n slping habit nwadays, I'm having a bad sore throat n bloated eyes nw. *Grrr* Okay, no sch today. Will b gg out with my bitchy sisters to Wisma for a lil' shopping later. Hmm.. Wondering whether to club tonite at Black, or not. *grin* Anyway, yesterday I'd a nasty quarrel with Vin over smth lil', smth stupid. It was the 1st time he hanged my phone n been so unreasonable. He was in the fault n he knew that yet he still talk back to me. I was so fucking pissed off by his acts. Btw, I'm so broke nw - saddening. I wonder why too.

2005-05-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

Recently...

I was pissed off n disgusted by some elephant's skin pple. 1st of all, some pple're gd at borrowing but bad at returning. Alright, due to our friendship I won't reveal much to save ur ass. My advise for u - Don't act the fool. Secondly, copycats' rate is increasing. Definatly, one of those will come browsing through my entries n editing or adding to hers. I won't hold any blame on her or do anything silly abt it, as she has the right to b a copycat if she wants to. I'm not been sarcastic, I'm just stating the fact. Anyway, *** friend's even worse. She goes ard taking others' pic n "naming" as hers. For god sake, get a life! Okay, gonna stop n get on with my mahjong game. *weets*

2005-05-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm back. *hees* Alright, sat nite was awesome. Due to some reasons, we went to MOS instead of Rush. It was my forth time there after a year or so. It changed quite alot. Definatly, it's more happening n fun nw. Saw many friend there n enjoyed of cos. Guess this sat I'll b there again. *weets* Okay, today was a peaceful day. Had my mahjong session with my family before going out for our dinner at No Signboard just opposite Haw Pa Villa - Hmm, did I spell correctly? Once again, I enjoyed. Sad to say, Vin was not ard with me. I miss him so much. Anyway, I'm meeting him tml either for a swim or a movie. I <3 him.

2005-05-19T02:35:00.000+08:00

Take a look at the time nw. It's so late yet I'm still awake. Why? There're simply 2 reasons. 1st - I just finished watching a vcd serial of 14 episodes in 2 days. *lol* Fast? Yes, indeed. Anyway, it was a gd show which had made me cried alot. Yes, it was all abt love again. Smth that I hate but still want it. In fact, I want him. Met him today, had our dinner at Swensen with my family as it was my sis's bday. I enjoyed of cos. But sitting right beside him, I would feel hw much he'd missed me, hw tired he was for me - to provide a more happier life for me. I sensed his loneliness n realised hw much I'd neglect him. I don't know what the hell am I thinking or doing. I'm sure a bad lover. Ohh btw, 2nd - I miss him so much.

2005-05-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

Not gg to watch the movie Amityville Horror, as my mom who had watched it yesterday told me it wasn't terrifying n the story was rather lame. Movie tickets're expensive nw, gonna save the money for a more nicer movie. *lol* Not gg anywhere except sch today. Ohhh btw, I'm gonna get smth for my sister's bday tml. Hmm, what should I buy for her?

2005-05-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 40th BDAY TO MY WONDERFUL MOM !!

Alright, went clubbing yesterday as usual. Was at Rush n after that was MU. MU was so happening n fun. I enjoyed like those old days when we often went there. Saw many friends there. Hmm, didn't wonder hw come they were there but not at Black or Rush. *lol* Gonna get there this Sat again. *weets* Today, my mom's bday, was celebrated at Carlton Hotel. Went out at 11.3o am n I was like on my screensaver mode. *haha* Dad invited some friends for lunch n once again, I enjoyed. I brought Mom a crystal, horse's skin purse. Guess she was delighted. After lunch we went for our bowling sessions again, but this time was not at OCC but MS as OCC was closed for some bowling tournament. MS's lanes wasn't as smooth as OCC. *saddening* Didn't really enjoy our bowling games. After that was home sweet home. I was so exhausted.

Above: Everyone was looking so fresh except me. I'm so shagged. *saddening*

Above: My solo like always.

2005-05-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

I loathe guys, especially him. Hey! Not my bf but him. Anyway, pls note that I'd changed my msn addy. The new addy will b for my sisters, buddies, baobeis, memories n my true friends. Alright, gonna get to game. Mauckies!

2005-05-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Vin's bday. Went to twn with Jr n Aaron (a guy with nth gd out of his mouth) for a lil' shopping before heading to Vin's workplace. Went hm after that as I'd planned a surprise party for him. He was disappointed upon entering my hse as he thought everyone had forgotten his bday. Why? Becos everyone was hiding n it seems no one was at hm. *keke* Out of the sudden, the whole hse was lighten up n there went the bday's song n my cake. Alright, I brought him a long sleeves formal shirt frm Manmaster n baked him a cake (finally my cake tasted like a cake). *lol* Mum brought him a pouch frm Converse n also prepared lots of foods. My maid brought him smth "funny".. *lol* Underwears frm Giordano! *wahaha* Anyway, I guess Vin was touched. Went for a movie (hse of wax) at Yishun after the celebration. Was thrilling. A movie worth watching I presume. Especially, when my prince charming Chad Michael Murray (Nick as in the movie) is in the lead. *weet* Opps! =X Not gg anywhere today. No ktv, nth. Gonna rest at hm n enjoy a peaceful day.

2005-05-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!!

Yeah! Had a lil' celebration today. Went to Orchid Country Club for our family bowling games as usual, like every Sun's noon. Brought her a cake, had fun n went for our dinner at concourse at ard evening. Ok Mummy, I <3 ya. *mauck* Alright, went for clubbing on Fri instead of Sat. Had fun with Jinting n was high. Both of us drank quite alot. Okay, I enjoyed. Sat was at hm rotting. I fucking hate every single guys I met. Quarrelled with Vin n had finally broke dwn. Yes, I cried which I'd nv thought I'll do that again. I cried not becos of what he told me but the number of times we quarrel each day. I'm really very damn fucking tired of quarrelling every fucking days. Sometimes I just fucking feel like taking a knife n fucking stab him several fucking times at his face. Why're there so many fucking guys ard me? I need a life for fucking sake!

2005-05-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

Weee* Girls' night out tml. Where to? K-box! *wink* Mizuki, Jessica, Izumi, Bettina n Jinting will be gg. I suppose it to b a very happening n fun night for us. Alright, I'm so excited nw. I miss my girls so much! I need them so badly. Ohh anyway, sat I was at Rush NOT BLACK ok! I think someone'd mistaken me badly. *smile* Btw, anyone can define to me the meaning n feeling of been loved? Cos I'd totally forgot what it's been like. Where's my love? Hell!

2005-04-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

Back! Met Jr n his friend yesterday to bbdc as they wanted to book their theory tests. I also went for my last basic theory lesson there. This sat'll be the evaluation n after that will be the actual test. *anxious* After class, Jr met another friend (Aaron) to Lot-1 for our ktv session from 7pm to 2am with my 2 bitches (Izumi n Jinting). *gosh* It was so fun. Took many pictures there but it's not available yet cos it's not with me but with a slut. *opps* =X Alright, going to class later again, tml too. Life's getting boring for me. It's so saddening that recently we'd drifted so far apart. He's so much easily angered nw. It's so damn hard to please him. I'm so tired. We couldn't even speak for more than a minute n we'd not been seeing each other for a week already. Can u believe that? I'm so down nw. Our problem's excercising my mind now n then. Can any kind soul tell me what to do next? I'm so lost nw. Seriously, I ain't a good lover. I don't deserve any love from anyone. So pls kindly leave me alone n rot my life off.

2005-04-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

Enjoyed with my girls yesterday at Rush even though I'm sick. Thanks to the Prawn Mee that I ate the previous night at 515. Anyway, everything's okay nw after having my medication. Grr. I'm coughing so badly nw. *puke* Not gg anywhere today. Just wanna get enough rest before I really fall. Okay, time to get a nap.

Above:
My super duper extreme shagged look after clubbing at Rush. =P Disgusting! -_-"'

2005-04-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

Had a very tiring day today. Went to bbdc this morning at abt 9 plus. The lesson was interesting, the instructer was gd n humourous. Went to Jurong Point after that to wait for Jieren, but he was late (becos he's waiting for someone else). *grins* So I went to dover to meet him instead of waiting for him there. Ohh btw, I met one very interesting lady at JP. She asked me whether my eyelashes're real. *bleahs* I told her it's real n still she doesn't believe. I was wondering to let her pull to prove that it's real. Anyway, whatever! Okay, back to Mr Jieren. Although he was late again at Dover, but at least it wasn't too long. *lol* Alright, went to Bugis after that n I guess we enjoyed our trip there. At ard 5 plus, I set off to dad's workplace for vin. *haha* I sat at vin's desk, listening to my mp3, when suddenly a customer asked me "Ohh, u new ar?". Ohh btw, he sounded very "tico". *lol* Dad didn't heard that, but vin heard it. Ken (one of the staff there) told the customer that I'm vin's gf. And Tianfu (another staff there) told him that "Hey, he's Alan's girl hor!". The customer was like so shock. *wahaha* Doesn't look like meh? =P Anyway today, I finally understand why vin's alway so tired after work. Becos there're so many customers everyday. Okay, gonna sleep early tonight. I'm so fucking exhausted. *zzz*

2005-04-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

Back from class. Alright, I don't know what went wrong with me today? Cos I kept crapping at class just now. *lol* In fact, I don't talk to pple I don't know. Yes, I'm very anti-social to strangers. Any problem with that? =P Okay, gonna stop. Lazy bacteria's attacking me again.

2005-04-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

Watched Creeps yesterday n Infection today. I didn't really like both, cos they ain't scary at all. And both stories were too plain. In fact, there ain't much story in both the movies. Went for my basic theory practice today n was surprised to know that I'm the youngest there (in my class). *omg* Anyway, I did pretty well today at the practice although I didn't learn before. Why? Cos it's too basic. *haha* Okay, gonna sleep. Seriously, I've no mood for blogging recently. I'm so so tired n lazy. *zzz*

She's my precious Winnie.

Buddies! Winnie n her hubby.

Me n Samara sister. *oops*

My dearest n me.

Yes, we're acting cute! =P

Can u not hug me so tight? =P

2005-04-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

Back! Finally some updates. Officially 18 nw. *haha* My birthday - enjoyed it, received many wonderful presents from my family, relatives n friends. Okay, my dad brought me a mp3 player. Mum brought me a crystal necklace n also gave me some CASH! *lol* I also got a nail designing machine from my aunt. Received many perfumes, comestics, accessories n lingeries too. *lol* On the actual day, we (my family, vin n me) went to Marina South for a feast n 12 games of bowling. This yr was the simplest birthday I ever had, but I enjoyed it more in fact. Why? Because I'm sick of partying n inviting pple to come. I'm too lazy for all those unneccesary troubles. Watched Samara yesterday at cwp with Vin, Jean n Jiayuan. The movie was "soso". If u guys're trying to save money, u can definatly miss this one. *grins* Alright, dad brought me to bbdc just nw to enrol for my class 3 driving course. I took the full course of cos, was around $2000 plus. *expensive but worth it* My 1st lesson'll be on this coming sunday at 1pm. So from nw on, I'll be like a crazy woman, running here n there for different lessons. Gonna work hard for my licence 1st. As I want a car, in fact I need it.

My favourite! Thanks daddy.

My favourite! Thanks Winnie.

1oo% Slut n Bitch here.

I love my Ber so much. Muack!

Officially 18 nw.

2005-04-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

Firstly, look at the time below. It's midnight, but I'm still awake even though I tried slping just nw. Okay seriously, I miss my dear so much. Yes, it's been so long since we've a good *mauck*. Honestly, I only realised it last sat when we were at Rush n he was somehw trying to announce it to everyone through the dj there. I thought through n knew the problem. As expected, the problem was from me again. I kept refusing his kisses, not becos of whatever. It's that he was alway beside me, giving me a feeling that he's spying me(sounded silly?), making me so sick of my life. In fact, he pampered me too much, until I came to the point that I alway do the things I like n hurt him w/o realising it. I'm so guilty, really! Did I realise it too late? *lol* Nw that we seldom get to see each other, I realised I love him even more. Okay, as for the engaging thing which everyone was trying to dig from vin n me. *haha* Yes, we're in plan, but the day won't come so soon. As he still got to save quite an amt of money before he could get my ideal ring at least n my engaging buffet if possible. *hehe* Don't worry, my blog will alway keep u guys updated. Alright, gonna slp.

2005-04-06T10:28:00.000+08:00

Shopping today! Gonna find dear at his office today, n after that will be shopping! Ohh btw, Dad told me dear will get a promotion soon. He got a own table nw. *happy* Alright, gonna get some new tops, bag, accessories, comestic n my new specs! Vin gave me $200 to get the things I want for my birthday. Thanks dear! Okay, gonna search at Bugis first then to Orchard. This saturday, I'll treat it as a normal day cos I've no mood for my birthday. Gonna treat my friends with some cakes n thats it! Monday will be the celebration, n yeah! I'm not gg to sch. *keke* Okay, actually I'm quite excited about what my parents will be giving me this year. Alright, I'm going to be 18 soon. *weee*

2005-04-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

Still so moody nw. *hais* Don't feel like gg to class tonight, but it's science tonight (a sub that I failed last yr). I hate my horny voice nw. *bleahs* Alright, mum told me that she'll be celebrating my birthday on monday which is the actual day. As for this sat, mum suggested me not to get a cake as having 2 birthday cakes are not good for me. *bleahs* Nvm, I'll be going to get lil' cakes for each of my friends. Wanted to get a room at k-box this sat, BUT my damn voice can't sing (it'll be horrible if I do so) *hais* If I go clubbing it'll be like so boring (nth special, nth fresh). Hais, tell me what should I do? I don't feel like celebrating anymore. I'm so fed up nw. I want my dear dear nw.

2005-04-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so moody right nw. I installed Photoshop to my pc, but didn't know how to use it. *bleahs* No proper voice nw. And one top lesser, as I spoilt it last saturday while ironing it. Omg! Why should I be keep ironing my tops after Ana'd done everything for me. *fuck* My favourite top! This was the forth piece I spoilt, all were my hot ones. Alright, gonna shop for more tops to replace my losses. Class tonight. *boring* Hais. I miss my dear so much.

2005-04-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY !

Yeah! Another mth known as April'd arrived. This mth consists my big day, *hmm* not really big day, it's just my 18th birthday nor. Alright, although my birthday's ard the corner, I'm not really very excited n interested abt it. Main reason - no mood for celebration as in like last year, as I'm still very sad abt my result this year. Alright, I'm so boring nw, feel like gg out but dunno who to call. Hais, as for tml, I really got zero idea of where to go. Feel like clubbing, but Mizuki's busy. Want to sing, but nobody's interested. Life's getting more n more meaningless n boring for me. I think I need a job nw. Okay, gonna rest nw. Mauckies! I miss my sisters so much.

2005-03-31T12:56:00.000+08:00

Got nth in class yesterday, as I kept thinking of enjoying myself. Indeed, I really enjoyed yesterday, although I fell a couple of time but it was damn shiok. I love the falling part the most cos the feeling was just so thrilling n exciting. But now! My butt n legs really hurts. *grrr* The funniest part of yesterday was when I fell, I pulled one of my friend to fall with me. *lol* Everyone was laughing as the scene was just too fucking funny. Okay, next week will be ktv session. *hippy* Tml's April Fool day. *hmm* Gonna take caution on my khakis' words n doings. *hehe* I'm not stupid, guys.

2005-03-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

So delight today. Dad told me that he'll be sending me to class n back from class every tues if he doesn't have any meetings. Yeah! He did that today, n also brought me for supper after that. Simply love my dad. Bio class today was boring. Don't like the teacher's way of teaching. What he taught was mostly pure bio not sci bio. -_-"' Made some new friends today, but I still prefer to be alone. *hehe* Tml will be a fun day, I suppose. Will be meeting Zhihao at 10.30 am for our ss class at Jurong n after that will be either ice-skating or ktv. *excited* Okay, gonna sleep soon. Below're some snapshots I took today. Niteys!

I'm crazy, get away from me!

Stop staring!

Fuck off, bitch!

I'm contented really.

2005-03-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

Went to Xiong Xing's birthday yesterday, had fun, followed by Sultan. Rush was so fun yesterday. Vin was not with me as he was in Angel. Saw many old friends, danced, had fun n was really high. 1/2 way through, Jinting came n pulled me n Mizuki out. They told me there was a fight at Angel n our friends were involved. *dots* Luckily, everything turned up fine (vin was not injured) in the end, only that 1 of our close friend was injured badly. Anyway, I wonder if these guys'd any brains in their heads. Why? They punched 1 of our girls here. Great! Excellent! They were really so "cool". Okay anyway, Mizuki n I wouldn't bother much about the event n just wanted to get on with our dancing at Rush. So we went back after that. It was proven that I made the right choice of going to Rush instead of Angel. See! Rush's much more peaceful than Angel. *wink* Okay, gonna rest. Bye!

2005-03-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

Had a big surprise today. Alright, lets not start with the surprise. Hmm, had my lesson at BMC this morning. Okay, Zhihao acc me throughout the whole lesson today. Thanks! My class was alright, but the history's teacher was kind of funny when she speaks. After lesson, we went to Jurong Entertainment centre to watch pple skating. Headed to West Mall after that for his friend (Fujie). Alright, here comes the big surprise for me. When I was about to leave Bukit Batok mrt station, I saw Guoliang! Everything went to a halt that moment, cos we saw each other but did not know hw to react. *weird* Okay, I walked away cos Zhihao was busy crapping with me. You must be thinking, what so surprise about it right? Cos yesterday, when I was at Great World City, I saw someone so alike to him. I was wondering, how'd him been all these years? It's been so long, since I thought of him n saw him. And suddenly, he popped up right in front of me. Alright, the feeling was weird but I managed to overcome it. *grin* Met Fujie n ate lunch with them. Zhihao just couldn't stop crapping. I kept asking them whether they're going to Sultan tonight. I think they were quite pissed off after I nagged for so long. *lol* Okay, gonna sleep. Clubbing tonight! Mauckies! *zzz* -_-"'

2005-03-25T22:58:00.001+08:00

Gd Friday today. Went to Suntec to have high tea, wanted to go to Carton Hotel for the high tea but the place was full. Headed to Great World City after that for our movie (the eye 10). Love it cos I find it very interesting n pretty scary, I'm so keen to try all those steps out. *grin* Alright, ate our dinner after that n headed home. Brought nth but a memory card for my ps. Had fun today although there was some argument this morning with vin AGAIN! Gonna sleep early tonight n get up early for my class at Jurong tml. Luckily, Zhihao's bringing me there, or else I'll be like a blur sotong. Niteys everyone!

2005-03-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

Quarrelled with the superviser yesterday about my Poa class. There was around 10 person in the class who wanted a transfer or a refund, but he couldn't allow although he was responsible for all these. In the 1st place, I went there to enrol, n the staffs there should had told me I can't take Poa as I got 0 basic on that, but not now after I'd paid for everything. Okay, I dropped my Poa and pure History of cos. Yes, I wasted dad's money again, cos there was no refund. Enrolled for my new class for combined humanities today at BMC, was around $700 for just 1 subject. *expensive* Luckily, Zhihao was there with me, or else I'll be blur. The staff there told me that I'm late for 2 mths for the class. Alright, I'm gonna catch up abit more. Hope Zhihao will bring me there this sat at Jurong, or else I'll be blurer. *lol* I'm so tired. I need a break. *yawn*

2005-03-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Back! Alright, Ah Bun nv go to sch today. But luckily, vin acc me to sch. He went to class with me n sat just beside me. He signed in as Ah Bun's name. *haha* Had fun. My science class's packed with pple unlike my Eng class yesterday. Oh anyway, I'm intending not to go for my Eng classes anymore. Alright, maybe I should just settle down with my c5 rather than aiming for a better one. But I really hope I can get a b3 this year. Hais. Alright anyway, tml'll be poa lesson (a new subject for me) n I'm gonna pay 100% attention. Hope Ah Bun comes tml. Alright, gonna sleep now. Niteys everyone!

Without make-up !!

2005-03-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

Back from class. Dad n vin came to fetch me today. Alright, had fun in class. Out of 20 students there, 2 was guys. The rest was girls. *wahaha* Okay, the teacher was nice but my classmates are mostly "ah lians". Eee.. Can't stand their way of speaking, walking, sitting n everything. Those girls're so rude that they can rest their feets on the table. Oh my god, can u believe it? And it was in class, with a teacher in front somemore! Alright, luckily I can only get to see them every Mondays. Ah Bun n I talked quite alot in class today. When it was break time, Wei Jie joined us for some snacks. Anyway, I hate the vending machines there, they cheat money. Luckily, Wei Jie's class was normal unlike mine so abnormal. After break, 2 guys brought Macdonald to class. *bleahs* How the hell are they going to study with a Macdonald meal in front of them. -_-"' Bun n I were laughing like crazy. Alright, overall was good. Hope tml's class will be better than today. Okay, gonna sleep. I miss my bed. Niteys!

2005-03-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

Back! Didn't do much yesterday although it was a Sat. Went to town for some shopping, saw some friends. Brought a jacket for $45 at 77th street. Well, gonna use it for my night classes, not gonna catch a cold again. Watched "Lemony Snicket's a series of unfortunate events", n the lil' baby girl was so damn cute. Hmm, as for today's family day. Went out of cos, was fun. Watched "Son of the Mask" at Plaza Singapura, was nice, another cute lil' baby. The dog was cool. Brought nothing today, simply no mood. Not becos of anything, but just zero mood. Yes, this's what pple alway say "attitude". After the movies n some shoppings at ps, dad brought us to the old turf centre for dinner. Ate some new species of fishes there, mostly from France. Also got myself a crab from Australia. Was fabulous, so delicious. After that, home. Alright, gonna rest. Ohh btw, some pictures for yesterday n today below. Take a look if u want to. Okay, tml'll be a brand new day for me. Niteys!

2005-03-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

Alright, finally my new blog's touch-up is done. Leave some comments about it okay. Alright, couldn't bother to go anywhere today. Simply too lazy. No clubbing tml, although all my khakis are going. Gonna relax myself through some shopping, singing and movies. Okay, gonna stop. I'm speechless now. *muahaha* Mauckies!

2005-03-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Alright, back from blogging again. Changed everything. Nice? Alright, everything's back to normal again. Next week will be a brand new start for me n vin. Monday will be the start of my night classes n also the 1st day of work for vin. Okay, he'll be working at my dad's company. Alright, I guess from next week onwards, I can only get to see him on every weekends. As you know, his working hours are from 8am-6pm n my classes are on 7pm-10pm everyday. Luckily, he's working for my dad. Hmm, at least dad can spy for me. *keke* Alright, gonna club lesser and study hard now. Not going to get another bad result this year. Okay, gonna sleep. Tml will be shopping day. *hurray*